old memories
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06,08,2002 취하고 싶은 것들...old memories/berlinreport 2006. 12. 30. 08:42
여기는 정말 공부할수 있는 여건이 좋다. 특히 소외된 학과들이... 한국에서 이론물리를 공부한다고 하면 물론 실험물리도 마찬가지지만.. 정말 배고픈 분야다. 한국에서 지원되는 연구비는 대학원 석사기준으로 한달에 50EUR...정도..(교수님이 알면 난리나겠군. 극비인데..) 귀동냥으로 실험 석사들은 더 많이 받는다고 들었다. 하지만 여기는 다르다. 물론 그것 뿐만 아니라. 자료도 많다. 언제 어디서나 구할수 있는 논문들.. 한국에서는 복사신청으로 반나절이 지나고.. 기다리고 기다리고 했던 시간들... 그리고 학비도 없다. ㅠㅠ 하지만 더 부러운거는.. 웤샵을 했었다. 물론 나는 주최측에 속해 있었기때문에 설겆이, 식탁정리, 쓰레기 치우기, 음료수 나누기 등등으로 시간을 보내었지만 뭐 한국에서 삽질(?) ..
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PhD thesisold memories/physics 2006. 11. 30. 02:02
Writing the PhD thesis is so time-consuming work. Yes, definitely, it is too hard work for me. It is significantly different from master thesis. At that time, I had no idea about what I was writing and also it was written on Korean. During a whole day, just sit and type something. However, the next day, the almost everything, which was done the day before, must be modified or be deleted. Sometim..
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Toleranceold memories/physics 2006. 11. 8. 00:35
How do I make something exactly? This is a very difficult question. Before studying experimental physics, I have never thought about a tolerance. But, after studying, I realized it is so important to make a sort of decision. In the CAD world, everything is perfect except a few stupid mistakes, which are usually done by myself. In the Geant4, I also have to decide the tolerance, which is called c..
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Persistenceold memories/old blog 2005. 10. 6. 22:31
It is too hard to speak English what I want to say. After some lab course,I exhaust myself gauging my English. I think, gauging is not good of me. But I couldn't stop. Sometimes, I talk to myself, "Please, be patient. You are not native speaker. Just keep going. Don't gauge yourself." These talks give me a little help to overcome the depression. I found the most useful paragraph, written by Calv..
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Greedold memories/old blog 2005. 9. 1. 00:34
I found the definition of Greed, because English is not my mother language. It is a strong desire that for more food, money, power, possessions etc than you need. Today, I found two beautiful glasses of Licher beer on the beer box. As soon as I saw these glasses, I felt like taking one of them. No hesitation and no consideration. After all, I asked one friend who is in charge of the beer box to ..
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Frequentlyold memories/old blog 2005. 8. 23. 04:57
Frequently,I think some kind of relations between my life and money. I used to do the Lotto for comfort, to relieve burdens of thinking. It is not critical thing, I understand it with my brains. But, all that thinking has addled my brains. Do I really think winning the lotterywould make me happy? From this traditional question, I can answer "No,I don't." "But but, but,......... " I could not sto..
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Move old blog into bloggerold memories/old blog 2005. 8. 17. 23:04
To prevent several attacks of the Chinese's hackers, Pusan National University closed the port of SSH. After that, I cannot connect remote machine, which provided my old blog, and write anything. I have guessed the port will be open soon. But it seem like a bad idea. For this reason, I move my old bolg to the Blogger, and restart to write my comment about my life in English.
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The Life on Earthold memories/old blog 2005. 8. 1. 21:34
Recently,I have my backbone problem, actually I don't know what kind of problem I have and I have to believe doctors, but the doctors who I can meet in Germany does not give much good faith. They send me a place where I have physical therapy. Unfortunately, two physical therapists who I have meet also give me the same feeling. Officially I can be under the treatment during 30 minutes. But they d..