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Persistence It is too hard to speak English what I want to say. After some lab course,I exhaust myself gauging my English. I think, gauging is not good of me. But I couldn't stop. Sometimes, I talk to myself, "Please, be patient. You are not native speaker. Just keep going. Don't gauge yourself." These talks give me a little help to overcome the depression. I found the most useful paragraph, written by Calv.. 더보기
Greed I found the definition of Greed, because English is not my mother language. It is a strong desire that for more food, money, power, possessions etc than you need. Today, I found two beautiful glasses of Licher beer on the beer box. As soon as I saw these glasses, I felt like taking one of them. No hesitation and no consideration. After all, I asked one friend who is in charge of the beer box to .. 더보기
Frequently Frequently,I think some kind of relations between my life and money. I used to do the Lotto for comfort, to relieve burdens of thinking. It is not critical thing, I understand it with my brains. But, all that thinking has addled my brains. Do I really think winning the lotterywould make me happy? From this traditional question, I can answer "No,I don't." "But but, but,......... " I could not sto.. 더보기
Move old blog into blogger To prevent several attacks of the Chinese's hackers, Pusan National University closed the port of SSH. After that, I cannot connect remote machine, which provided my old blog, and write anything. I have guessed the port will be open soon. But it seem like a bad idea. For this reason, I move my old bolg to the Blogger, and restart to write my comment about my life in English. 더보기
The Life on Earth Recently,I have my backbone problem, actually I don't know what kind of problem I have and I have to believe doctors, but the doctors who I can meet in Germany does not give much good faith. They send me a place where I have physical therapy. Unfortunately, two physical therapists who I have meet also give me the same feeling. Officially I can be under the treatment during 30 minutes. But they d.. 더보기
Sometimes... Sometimes,I really want to fly with no device. It is impossible to do that, I know. Feeling about stresses and strains of my life is the source of the wish. Sometimes, I meet some Koreans in Germany to talk about the life of Germany. One of them has a dream to achieve a good success in his area. What kind of a success do I want to achieve in the 'doing Physics'. Some papers of the good quality?I.. 더보기
Geant4 simulation and ... Yesterday, I changed the log book about the Geant4 simulation. Before october in the last year the book was used to record the history. I have mixed feelings about the simulation. Whenever I use the Linux(Debian) to do something, I feel the same feelings. It's more powerfulthan MS-Windows, but so uncomfortable. When I meet the problems, Iusually used to find some useful information on the web. B.. 더보기
The Beginnig Life is not so easy. However, I must realize the joys of it. I have already had a feeling about many sorrows. 더보기